When I was 14 years old I went to Yaoundé the capital of Cameroon to visit aunt grace and her family, West Midland escort says. A few weeks on my vacation I felt a spasm in my stomach and then I found blood in my pants. I told my cousin about it and I remembered that I had a good fear of doing something wrong, West Midland escort says. I am afraid I just came out of my childhood. My cousin told me to tell their mother about it. Aunt Grace called me to the room and when she was preparing a temporary cleaning mat she gave me the only advice I had for mother’s sex: if you have sex with men you will get pregnant, West Midland escort says. At that time I did not need to worry about being pregnant because I did not have a boyfriend and had no intention of getting pregnant. Better yet blood doesn’t appear in the next four months. Three years later at the age of 17 I began to live alone on campus and soon had a boyfriend, West Midland escort says. Even so all of my sex education is one of aunt grace’s sentences. So far I have never had serious and honest talks about sex with the power of competent women. I respect my mother for the thousands of things she has done great but I want sex to be something special that she taught me, West Midland escort says. I know that as a mother of five girls and boys she knows at least a little about sex education even if it’s just hard schooling and lessons learned, West Midland escort says. why are parents afraid to open up and talk to their children about sex I hope my mother tells me that I can get sexually transmitted diseases or get pregnant with unprotected sex and that I can live in a place that is isolated from members of the opposite sex to have sex I hope he tells me how my menstrual cycle works, West Midland escort says. I hope he told me that the children I envy because having early friends are not what they want to meet. I hope she tells me to be with someone who respects me, West Midland escort says. Or just wait until I have sex with my husband when I’m married, West Midland escort says. I hope he has explained to me how it feels when a man respects a woman. I hope he tells me that I am beautiful and insists that I will not seek confirmation from boys who may be misinformed about sex and under the control of anger hormones. For my self-care I will teach me contraceptive methods including abstinence their strengths and weaknesses, West Midland escort says. I am not saying that I can be a better woman than myself but I can have a better past. I do not fully blame my actions for lack of sexual orientation but I can be proud of myself and my parents can enjoy the benefits of their daughter making sexually chosen choices, West Midland escort says.